Focusing on re-finding focusIf you read my last post you would know that recently my climbing ability has plummeted to an all time low. Focus. I don't focus. I don't think. So until I get my talent back I am going to be focusing on focusing. I'm going to start climbing things down. I climbed… Continue reading Focusing on re-finding focus, cake and when people talk about ED’s around you.
CLIMBING. CLIMBING. CLIMBING.HAVING A LITTLE SET BACK AND I MIGHT BE COMPETING IN WALES IN TWO WEEKS IF MY DAD SAYS YES AND IT SEEMS IM ONLY GOING BACKWARDS!Ok previously I thought. No I knew the reason for my current going backwards was my weight. Fat doesn't help you get up the wall and ED said… Continue reading AMAZING REALISATION AND DAMN YOU ED FOR MANIPULATING ME ONCE AGAIN!
Eating disorders in the climbing community are kept kinda hush, hush, Yes there was the so called climborexia phase but now climbers realize technique also plays an important part. This being very true. Technique is important. But how does climbing place in the role of a developing or success of recovery from an eating disorder.… Continue reading Climbing and my eating disorder. To quit or not to quit?
Year 11. So not aloud any new uniform. My school skirt. At the beginning of year 11 I had to roll it up 3 times or it would fall down. Now I can only roll it once. Unless on my waist (but then it looks slutty)My skirt is designed to be tight. I hate feeling… Continue reading When your school uniform is triggering!
Getting back on the blogging train and am going to write about weight gain after my nan made my put on my prom dress just after I ate 2 1/2 biscuits. So being the number fixated person I am and the fact that since Christmas I have gained a stone in weight I have had… Continue reading Weight Gain is not always negative nor is it always fat.
Meat eaters un-open to veganismSo as you know I have been interesting in going vegan lately. Well since august time. So what about 6 months. I have done my research and this is not an irrational decision.My granddad goes and shouts at me cause my mum was moaning at him about it like “YOU CAN’T… Continue reading My Argument towards meat eaters un-open to veganism