Do you know someone who has an eating disorder? Have you seen how damaging they are? Is it possible today's society has lead to a rise in cases of eating disorders and disorderd eating? We are surrounded by media. Social networking, newspapers, magazines, Tv, Radio. The goverment is never shy to spread opinions on what… Continue reading Should Goverment, Doctors and Media have have right to tell us what to eat and what not to eat?
Recantly I have come to realise that I have a huge fear of failure. Probably explaining why up until now I have always been such a high achiver. Even more recantly I realised where this fear came from. As a child making mistakes was never ok. I have never been pressured to get perfect grades. I… Continue reading Fear of failure. Where it stemmed from.
I've noticed something. I'm happier when I'm out of reality. Obsessing over TV shows. Fictional characters. Fanfictions, roleplays. I guess the reason I'm writing about it is because I recognise it is a problem. I'm actually in tears right now. I can't handle real life anymore. I'm such a skank it's not even funny. I… Continue reading Between Fiction and Reality.
Recovery from an eating disorder really is a fight. The battle within to overcome that demon inside and discovering happyness. After struggling for a few weeks, I realised... time to pick myself back before I end up physically sick as well as mentally. I actuall ate lunch yesturday. Thing is I had 2600 calories and all… Continue reading The Inner Fight For Recovery.