Hello again readers of my blog. Today I am coming to you after 6 weeks of second year. Well six weeks of lectures. 7 if you count freshers week and 8 if you consider the fact that reading week is almost over. The last 6 weeks have been hard. I started out trying to do… Continue reading 6 weeks of 2nd year
One of the biggest problems us Chronically ill face is the lack of understanding from those who don't suffer the same afflictions. Which, I get it. You can't understand something like this. Something that you've never been experienced before and sounds so alien from your healthy person life. I feel one of the best ways… Continue reading The Difference between being Well and Chronically sick.
Hello all, Today I want to make a blog post about well the title says it all really. I feel it's a common belief from the none mentally ill population that people are selfish, when infact maybe even unknowingly are suffering from a mental illness. Ive heard many a person say suicide is selfish. But… Continue reading I’m Not Selfish, I’m Mentally Ill
Hello everyone! Today marks 6 weeks since I started recovering from my eating disorder again after relapsing and I thought I'd make a blog post abou what I've gained in those last 6 weeks. Other than weight of course. Probably the most important thing first. Happiness. I've finally started enjoying life and feeling actually happy.… Continue reading 6 weeks in re-recovery
Hello everyone, I'd like to first wish you all a happy new year of health and positivity in 2016! This post is going to be about my goals in 2016. Find true recovery from my eating disorder - this encompases a lot of things. To be free from worries about food, portion sizes and calories.… Continue reading 2016 goals
I'm writing this post today as I feel there is a misconception as to what so called "real recovery" is on social media sites such as instagram. On instagram real recovery seems to be classed as following the minnie maud guidelines, always listening to hunger cues and cravings and being positive at all times. THAT… Continue reading What is Real Recovery?
The last few days I've been suffering eventually uncontrollobale urges to eat continuously. Or so it feels. I don't even know why. And it makes me feel mentally so horrible. Like I'm out of control.Because I am. FAT Because I am. Like I never was anorexic because I'm not controlled enough and I never have… Continue reading Binge eating or does my body really need it?